This is what I feel like....

It feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. It feels like I can't do anything right. I know that no one in my life has said this to me but even still it is how I feel. I love someone that I can't have. I want to go back to 'normal,' whatever that means. I want to go back to the days that I could happily go through the day and know at the end that I did my best. I don't know how to get my point across or make anyone understand how I'm feeling or what I need from them. I don't know who to trust or who not to. I don't know anything anymore. I'm lost in a cloud of confusion. Someone please help me. I can't do this anymore.