Friday, August 12, 2011

September is Coming..

Hey Angelgirl,

    Mommy misses you. I wish that you were here. Your cousin Jaycee turned 2 yesterday and it really has me thinking about you alot.  September is coming so soon and I'm never ready... I do better than I used to but I'm still not very good at it. I never know if anyone will remember. I never know if I'll make it through.. I just want you here. I know that I sound like a broken record but I do. I want to know what sort of funny things you would be saying and what sort of things you would be doing. I want to hear you tell me that love me and watch you sleep and dream big dreams for your future... but you aren't here and my dreams for you are pointless. I thought of packing away all your things for awhile... It's hard to look at them right now. I just don't know what else to do. Please help me angelgirl.

Kisses & Cuddles,

P.S. I'm sorry it's so short.. I'm tired and Jaycee is here and I just want to cuddle her... but she'll never be you... I'll write a longer letter soon... Love you Baby....