Mommy has missed you. I feel your presence tonight though. I feel you tugging on my heart and asking for my attention. I feel silly that I still feel your presence. It isn't as often as it was when you first grew your wings but I still feel you. I think maybe you have come because I am having so much anxiety lately. I love you. I know I haven't been thinking of you lately but Mommy does love you. I have been trying to help your Aunt Katie and I have been trying to get a life together for your future siblings and my future husband. I want so much to make a better life for us. I want you to look down on your mommy and know that I made it through this. That I didn't give up. I want to make you proud of me. I am glad you touched my heart tonight. It put a smile on my face that no one really knows why it is there. I needed you tonight. I hope that you will stay while I drift off to sleep. I love you baby. I hope that you remember that still. I am so glad you came to visit. Say hello to your friends and God for me. I will talk to you again soon. Sweet dreams.
~* Kisses & Cuddles *~